I guess I haven't changed after all when it comes to you,
I'm still constantly afraid that you'd leave
even though you've been out of my life for some time
I guess nothing has changed, I'm still the same pathetic waste
who was constantly afraid and annoyingly insecure.
Terrified that you'd change your mind, that you'd push me away
or fool around just because I bruised your feelings first.
I guess I'm still the same girl with the hopeless case
of being foolishly in love with you.
The same girl who writes to you because she couldn't stop
even though you never bothered to pour feelings into words.
I'm still the same person who lives and breathes your name
the same girl who was constantly afraid of being hurt again.
I'm still the same old me who never really deserved to be loved.
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